Why I Don't Really Care When an Event Could Happen

I want to build up my level of experiencing of the greater realms, unbridled by timing.

My personal event, first contact, is a lot more persuadingly interesting for myself than a collective catalyst. Sure, both are intriguing and worth noting, but I suspect that any "Federation" or higher force doesn't have an unanimous level of compassion about us. I learned that on December 31st, the Federation will have an audit in the Viera ship. It is a similar cycle every few years: first, intel sources make promises, then they rarely happen. And it goes to show everything has been engineered since eons.

Alas, I happen to sink into a caveat whereas I am constrained by financial misabundance. Hopefully a person that is helping me would rectify soon.

I am also restricted in my capacity to see other people IRL, due to dark forces constantly preventing such timelines, from happening for me. Almost every instance I try to engineer a meeting it gets cancelled, either by enemy spirits, or simply angelic protection that is highly pervasive in order to stop bad things from further manifesting. (if so, I must really be targeted!)

The "Event" for me will be a day where I will be a lot less held hostage. Where boundaries and walls will crumble so I can get out of that situation and finally meet up.

Meetup delays and cancellations are quite the current lifestyle.

I am so restrained socially, financially and occupationally that I don't even know if I will be able to go forward in 2024.