Trigger warning: mention of lolcows and "Chris"
Hi, I am Tay Sam. Today, we will do a more feelings-out post, where I will choose the subject of cringe culture and the psychotronic and social causes of it.
Have you ever been in a situation where you do something completely out of character, embarrassing, and socially awkward or inappropriate according to the standards which are reputation in your societal system? An event that you still remember today? All those social faux-pas you have done years ago? Well, I testify that I too, have been privy to such emotionally devastating events in my incarnation, and they did not happen for no reason.
You might think, what did I do to deserve this?
First, there is the idea that you are cancelled, that, you are not worthy of any good things were you to do something radically unacceptable, even criminal, and that you deserve to get sent to a psych ward, or locked up and deprived of human dignity and respect. This is often the case for child abusers, and genocidal people. This is a very dualistic thinking pattern where you cannot see the grey areas, or the colorful areas between black and white, where you bias and interpret your very worth and existence as a bipolar variable. I was still a prepubescent child when I first got cancelled online. All because I was, quote unquote, weird, and very, quote unquote, "cringe". Back then most people did not use the word cringe so casually or for the context it is used into nowadays. I was so naive, and defenseless, all I had was my mother so she could erase all the videos from my YouTube channel back then. Contents that I shiver just reminiscing about now. This was 2012.
This word, cringe, has been stretched far and wide to signify anyone not fitting within the standards of being cool, or based, it basically means, uncool, or awkward, at this point.
Let me tell you a secret: you don't "deserve" stuff. You just are. You are a being worthy of dignity, respect, and divine rights. No more no less.
You are not a burden unless you make yourself willingly to be one. You are only perceived as a burden to haters, those who view you negatively. And even then, their views might change, and I completely understand what it is like to believe you can't be bothered by others' views of you but still shiver at the possibility of being shamed, of being shut down, or even of getting some type of discommendation as they say in Star Trek. Every person wants at least some good reputation. And without the trust of others you are left with a karmic charge that your memory will carry forever even after it is finished. This is one the favorite games the Matrix exploits and takes advantage of, using the ego in order to induce individuals into a box by fear of rejection and abandonment, inevitably generating deep mistrust of the self projected into people. Because no one really wants to be a burden after all. Unless you're a hell seed, as someone coined.
Furthermore, there are walking MK-Ultra and egregorial beacons on this world, one of which many of you may have heard of either before, during or after the incest scandal from that person: someone named Chris. This person along with some others are walking portals of egregorial entities, psychologically torturing and tormenting its proxies until they self-terminate via bullying and targeting, harrassment from other people as they too will be hooked with energy cords to a similar egregore, being physical reflections or mirrors of an astral war. Even in jail, this egregore never stopped influencing the mind of Chris.
An egregore may incarnate into a human body and that could also be the case for Chris, I do not know for certain who he truly is. But he chose one of the hardest life contracts possible.
Then there is the lol cow psy op. The lol cow psy op is an internet extension of targeted individuals who are targeted because of their bizarre and embarrassing behavior. Honestly, if the narcissists, trolls, and bullies who ran the websites designed to target lol cows stopped, there would be more vibrational uptick on Earth. Those people can barely even ascend spiritually, they are lodged inside an anti-life matrix that affects them for a long time. they are also portals sometimes, funneling dark energies, a wrench, into the matrix of Earth, and I have to say to such people, you are part of the problem. Even if you think you're right. The targeted individuals, no matter if they quote unquote, "deserved" the negative attention or not, you are still partaking in a sort of tragic and very dark energetic ritual, unconsciously, that entraps both factions into the same egregorial matrices. You are part of the reason why Earth is slow to ascend.
And I have to say, get off the web and get your own life back. Your life force. Stop wasting time into dramatic rituals and endeavors and just learn to be at peace and simply beingness. Be with yourself. You will find out you were implanted and hooked to egregores all this time, manipulated. You take the soul life force of those lol cows and other targeted individuals, and you are literally eating from them. The target beings, in response, do reactive abuse, and you then deflect the blame on them.
And what will happen is that soon you will realize that you have nothing left.
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