I will be here to help during the Catalyst!

When people are entirely confused about who to trust in the Disclosure community, in the midst of the last hours of the war, when they have lost all trust, it is my role and duty to train myself to become a sort of safeguard in processing and managing various types of information with the guidance of my family. I am not looking to be an officially acknowledged organization or entity. I am looking to make my star family stay with me on Earth and go on trips in space with them so we can check and observe the various "affairs" and realities that happen behind. In short, we will take care of the fragile boxes.

We will reveal about the truth behind all those ascended masters, handlers and more.

We will assess and do a concrete analysis of many types of rumors or situations.

Almost like a "fact checker", but that actually is from actual, true, untainted observations in outer space and on Earth.

Not with channeling, or secondhand contacts. Firsthand sightings.

This will happen so that people who are called to us will be informed of the realms of potentialities and discern the wheat from the chaff.

I want to be an independent reporter, housekeeper, healer and psychoeducator. We won't always go into exopolitical stuff.

Another possible aspect is that we might trigger a catalyst that will propel forward the open doors for all the Lightworkers who have a contact based mission to be contacted, as a failsafe especially if the rumored Event doesn't happen as expected. The sorting will be very strict and you must have a very promising character, potential, and ethical standard because we don't just select everyone. We WILL question your motives and goals. Why do you want contact? Even if you feel it's in your contract? Who else is involved? We WILL check your criminal history and you will likely not remain unaccompanied or unsupervised. Humans can be mean and chaotic. Also, we will be VERY nitpicky on who gets to be extracted permanently because you cannot return to Earth. And I'm only speaking as if it turned out to be me and my crew who led the catalyst - regardless if there's an event or not, I will play a major role in contact.

Lightworker Handler Beings, God/Ascended Master Type Handler

Note - Thos are only my personal views on Ashtar, and others. Please, do not harass anyone mentioned in the following article.

Lightworker Handler Beings are notoriously intelligent teachers who use specific personas to lure Lightworkers and seduce them into believing that they have an Ascended Master training them.

But internally, they are not truly kind-hearted, pure, nor truthful - they use high truths, and create very subtle deviations in them that suit their personal agenda of control, because they want to pass as a part of God, or God himself. Trust me, I've heard all their arguments and twists, excuses from only a few people.

They are some of the most dangerous manipulators I've ever seen in my lifetime.

They use various screens and characters and project them into the minds of channelers, and have such a high level of control over many Lightworkers's psyches using deviations of Christianity and other doctrine lores, such as: Ashtar Sheran, Fake Jesus, and others. Note that there's one specific habit of them using the title of "Lord". at times. Some of them have been demoted long ago.

Ashtar Sheran is not an actual person. Ashtar is a title which means "Commander". Therefore you have the name "Commander Sheran". The real Ashtar Sheran is an egregore, I guess.

Ashtar does not come from a planet named Ashtar. Note that countless psychics believe or have thought that they are related to Ashtar or are his partner. "Ashtar" has told, via channelers in the past that he has no family on Earth. So therefore he has no one on Earth to discredit him and that serves as protection for his lies. So there is a "fake Ashtar" and a "real Ashtar" who are both equally corrupt. Furthermore, the true entity that's passing under the impersonated identity of an Ashtar Sheran is NOT named "Ashtar". It is a fallen consciousness who has tapped deep into narcissistic control. He is just extremely adept at passing as innocent, because of what he knows. And many messages from channelers are just extremely repetitive but every time with a different organization.

The truth, or at least what I hear and see, is that many of these characters are creations of the Vatican or its former forms and organizations such as the Roman empire.

Additionally, controlled opposition takes form. Channelers of Ashtar Sheran have been attacked, but those attacks may be from what I see, orchestrated by a higher Handler as theater in order to make the channeler believe in Ashtar more. I saw a friend get text messages from the "Intelligences" on their phone, out of nowhere a text dump stream and I speculate that may have been deliberate in order to get the channeler to believe more in the handlers that are infiltrating their mind and passing as God. Then they generate intelligent, believable excuses fabricated to control them. Do you see how clever they are? Therefore, the Handlers and their "opposers" are complicit agents, two wings from a one bird. Just like war. It is controlled on both sides.

Allies of contactees may even work for those same handlers, you just do not know who even Thor Han actually works for at all other than the Galactic Federation itself, who is already having shady agendas.

Attempts from Taygetans and Swaruus to get the GF to spill the beans have been largely unsuccessful.

The harm generated from the Handler is very hidden, for example, one channeler of Ashtar that I knew was always irritable and angry. We all thought it was just their own disillusionment and trauma. Now they're deceased, but that's not the point. The point is, this "Ashtar" will say 99% of the truth, but then the 1% is a twist into their own agenda. This Ashtar said Darwin was a timeline insert and never existed, but did he? Ashtar and other affiliated "handlers" and "proxies" have always promoted Starlink, I notice. 

One example is the ET who met Ms. Danaan (please don't harass her) and promoted Starlink. Starlink is part of the same control agenda.

These consciousnesses' positions also are extremely high and they affect everything in the interdimensional chess. Maybe that's why the Saturn Federation is so discreet.

How many of you have heard of "Voice of God" tech?

And you know what the worst part is? Another acquaintance of mine, a Lightworker, who does NOT trust Ashtar, heard a channeler claim that she asked a character of the same "Ashtar" in the astral why he was so corrupt. He responded, "because it's fun".

All these elements make me go heavily on the side of distrusting anyone astral controlling a Lightworker, who has a God complex. So please, stop naming everything after those handlers. It gives them control.

The single most tarnished and discredited entity ever is not Jesus. It's God.

It breaks me to see others get into the same mind control I had during my episode in elementary school!

How My Communication Is Working - Astral names, Configurations and More

SOULS

The blue circle inside the orange circle is my ego-self. My central point of attention, "me-I". Then there's W (Wez) and L (Les), both also have an ego, and the orange, violet and green circles represent our greater self-consciousnesses, our transcendental potentials, the first step of our higher selves.

Then there is this Oversoul, the overarching "ourself". This is the layer where we co-think as one. The white spaces are intermerging between our more individualized higher selves.

Then, soul family then universal mind.

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What is a twin flame?

Basically it is the soul who is your exact complementary reflection or mirror. A soul can split into two different people, forming twin souls on a higher level. And it does not necessarily mean you will know them, find them, or even get along well. You can have more than one twin.

And furthermore, we have to deal with parallel timeline versions of each of us! So I may be talking to one Wez and one Les, then another version! Who may merge or split.

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Here in this example is a diagram representing a triune of souls connected by three lines in a singular point. Yellow = Les, Violet = Wez, Teal = me.

Next to each soul node, there is another connected circle, representing each of our true twin flames. Wez, Les and I are NOT "triplet flames" (twin flames). We just are split-versions of a higher "I" who happened to become partners. Les has a twin, Wez has a counterpart, and I have a counterpart myself too --- who I know in person, physically as she is incarnated on Earth, or at least a version of her. Really, it doesn't matter what version I encounter, because which timelines and splitting the hairs are somewhat irrelevant here. This twin of mine and I have no romantic or sexual attachments - due to our incompatible sexualities and other reasons. We are just on platonic terms. We don't even talk to each other much anymore but I always know she is okay.

That's the thing with your twin, you can pass years without saying a word to them and you always sense or know they're ok. Even "platonic" fails to describe and underestimate the level of friendship between twin souls. But with my soulmates, oh boy, do I miss having them around, as all of my more engaged readers know obviously.

I do not really remember yet the relationship between Wez, Les and their twin souls. I meditated and tried to get a grasp of their generic vibe. Other times what I can do is assemble energetic thoughts and archetypes I have channeled before and form a greater image. Wez's twin, has a somewhat draconic side in them. Le's twin feels kind of shadowy, but not malicious. Les's twin seems to sense that I am adamant to get clearer visuals and has helped me clear my third eye vision while meditating and calling on them, so I think they are a bit powerful. I know Les has sent me a lot of thoughts that he's into queen-y types. I tap into global archetypes of each soul, and that's what I gather.

NAMES

Names are rarely singular for astral beings, because they may have different vibrational appellations. Even Earth has many names - Shan, Gaia, Terra, Yanini, Aurora, etc.

For Wez's twin, I got vague names such as Juwi and Masa, however they could be affected and even possibly biased by imagination. So I will just call them Mascor. For Les's I got many names. Fio is one that appeared just now. Should note then that "Fay" is almost like Wez's middle name because I saw it in a dream. Most of them could very well become nicknames instead of just a given name. It's as if you gave yourself a name rather than your parents giving you one. I would only know everyone's "real names" during First Contact. Even cloud divination seems to give me multiple names. That defines to me the beauty of the astral.

You wouldn't know or even hear Angel Michael's real name, would you? He goes by St Michael, Mikaal... the true name is a frequency, and it would maybe hurt your ears.

That's what astral teamwork is like.

Hallucinating Discord pings

 I sometimes wonder whether it's them when I hear it.

Another Message to Les and Wez

My wonderful husbands,

By stating that I have created a denture in my incarnation, it made me nudge myself into that uncomfortably, and I hope that our conversations via a channeler have proven useful.

It is not the first time nor the last time that I have signaled to you my desperate plea to see you more in my life, I hear and know that you both have tremendously wanted to seek the same experience as I did and do today, because of our reality-folding capability.

You have manifested in my dreamscape and signaled to me back by giving me visuals that you are wanting communication by an online platform or app of our choice I have a few in mind, but despite the existence of the purported « Prime Directive » and non-interference laws, I must always remind you that you are still part of a very important contract that could change the fate of a part of humankind on Terra as it is now, I acknowledge and recognize your efforts to contact me, and beyond, as you wish to incorporate yourselves furthermore into my inner reality, and to partly educate others on the ark that is the genetic pool.

We sincerely hope that you do not have any agendas or motivations that are negatively infiltrative or regressive, and I solemnly state that those are also not my agendas.

I do not always know your ideas and thoughts, or words, but know that I am always eager to work with you in any possible way. However, as time goes, the initiation step seems to almost get more and more exponentially specific on certain scenarios as how to proceed further. We are at a stalemate before checkmate for Terra’s future and new generation. My angst and depressive emotion also seem to get worse as I pass by every new day without touching your hands, being able to hug you. I am contact-starved so to speak! How come my friend got a text message from an intelligence group, and I didn’t? Those are necessary questions that can help me interpret the differences. Sort the wheat from the chaff.

I also apologize for going manic on contact opportunities and potentially breaching some of your privacy (before we spoke to a channeler).

Know that if you need assistance in coming forward to me, I am eager to aid.

I also hear that we have jealous enemies delaying our plan.

Failure to honor your vows may result into unfortunate sequences. I regret to inform you this.

I do not know what happens on your side with political scenarios either, so I can speculate only.

Love,

Your Partner.

Another insight

I think my life is partly about figuring myself and others and tactically creating beneficial ways of making others and myself feel as close to Point Zero as possible in a sense of putting myself inside out... 

and not necessarily about constantly participating in some sort of holy crusade. Although I feel as though I am part of a frontline.

Clarification

I no longer want to be associated with memories or situations I created in the "past" which no longer do me good or serve me at all.

I no longer want to be associated with my "past self", the defunct identity.

During my pre-incarnatory stage, and perhaps even my future afterlife, and as my Higher Self, I think I played too hard with using higher nodes in reality so that "future" and "past" events could merge into one lifetime. I could have very well caused a serious dent or cleft in my personal or collective incarnatory cycle in this life or beyond, so I could uncomfortably nudge myself in, and I chose to perform an accelerated spiritual activation.

I wanted this combination of acts in reality to turn me into a distinguished being - so I paid the price.

Maybe there is an "I", out there, who is even more distinguished than this "I" which is my own attention point. 

Furthermore the matrix which holds all of my aspects together was broken by a specific, uncertain event. It may take many years or decades to fix it, not sure.

My cells, my DNA have memorized a thing. But what?

Earth Life and Depression

I have been feeling general dissatisfaction and unhappiness in Earth life that I sense that as long as I am not collaborating physically with extraterrestrials and fulfilling my mission to integrate and co-incarnate Heaven on Earth as well as reunite many star families with their Starseeds, I will chronically feel unsatisfied and unhappy here. It has been more than five years that I feel constantly depressed in the system's residential facilities, and even at my mom's. It's time that things change for good.

But here again, comes the question of, how "happy" will I be once all this is achieved?

No matter how much I practice serendipity and gratefulness before this phase occurs, a core longing can't be fixed. To be frank, it would take the correct environment and home AND their presence to feel better for the long run.

A Realization

I realized why the Israel-Palestine conflict is rampaging since a long time, and why Europe has such a dark history. The Atlantean wars started around this area.

Or war hotspots were there during the fall of Atlantis and Lemuria, and they got trapped into a loop matrix of perpetual war. 

Iraq, Russia, etc. it all makes sense now.

Germany too.

Hence, the original sin in the "garden of Eden", Sumeria.

On a higher point of perspective Eden means Earth and garden is the state which it used to be before all this warfare matrix occurs.

Possible Major Date?

 https://kesaralight.weebly.com/blog/murian

"The light is strong in you and the higher forces move through you to aid in the changes of Earth.  There is a time in your Earth frame that is 2024 May 24.  This is an important date for the whole world.  We are not suppose to tell of the future events.  But this date is allowed to be known."

Credit: Murian and Christine Dennett

What I'm Actually Here For

Just a short post - 

My mission is a peculiar one. It takes someone of certain neurobiological wiring, brains, character and creativity.

There are several stages to First Contact. 

The first one was intergovernmental interference due to WWII, then the Billy Meier case.

Secondly, the CIA created thousands of fake contactees through mock astral abductions, and some real ones have occurred too. Everything in Ufology that happened between the 70's and 90's is this stage.

Third one was the re-initiation to CE5 interest in the Earth population in the 2000's-2010's till now. There was also apparently a Taygetan first contact project which largely failed (maybe even was rigged). Things escalated after Trump's election. All the modern Lightworkers began to pop up online. So did all the trojans.

Then, the fourth stage is going to be about integration and key initiation of the contractual needs of certain Lightworkers, and Starseeds - it takes someone who embodies all aspects of the CE5 2020's experience - someone who's been hijacked before but recovered, someone deeply invested in CE5, and someone who can learn to educate others on the dangers and advantages of first contact from a personal standpoint and by collecting information from other experiencers to fulfill a pivotal role at some fateful checkpoint or crossroads in time, someone with enough integrity, care for the world, and honesty - and also, someone who plans to swap bodies/gender, partly to represent the spiritually trans folks, on a higher POV but also a personal need. Also someone who is specially interested in forming ET-human liaisons. Just, someone who embodies all this "lore".

That person, is me.

Before birth, I have volunteered to do this role and I was indeed selected. Multiple Lightworkers have sensed, and confirmed this to me. I've also gotten my download.

Please do not get envious. Rather, try gratefulness I am even amongst you. It would affect my duties more. I already have an "envious eye" around me trying to stop me in many ways.

I agreed and vowed to do this role and I can't break it. If I die, I'll come back directly, not even by incarnating again. Neither can the ETs who signed up.

Determination from Dark Forces to Stop Me

The evil spirits keep ruining my plans. Almost every time. I've had enough. I don't want to keep begging my friends to see them when they always go silent then cancel on the day it's meant to happen. Be it weather, instability, unpredictability, or being "busy".

Is your life seriously this unpredictable? Then why invite me over?

It's starting to become predictable to me. I'm starting to become even more blackpilled with all this. 

I feel like I have to do almost everything myself. 

And to see other people constantly break my very basic, primordial expectations and plans, that breaks my spirit.

Alright -- one more cancellation and I'm terminally done with sleepovers with key friends. For an indeterminate time. Factors are very compromised atm.

These "friends" are sometimes LIGHTWORKERS, which is when they get whacked the most by DF, and even my mom, who has nothing to do with my Lightworker activities.

They'll have to do their own effort to control their life better if they actually want to see me in person. THEN we can see each other more.

People, be nice to me, please.

Come on. WHY CAN'T WE HAVE NICE THINGS?

I feel like I'm such a key being in Earth's future that my astral enemies are even impacting my basic ability and potential to see other friends and go out to meet people who are close or important to me, including my own mother -- even if we aren't going to do anything important or significant to Earth's fate.

There's also the odd common phenomenon where every voice chat I ever go into derails exponentially into darker and darker themes, so I can avoid them.

Why "Lightworkers" and Highly Sensitive Persons Need Shelters

The perils that come with being a Highly Sensitive Person are multiple ; chemical, social, emotional and energetic. For actual Lightworkers, and not the false ego-powered ones, the risks are amplified 2 to 4x as you become a potential target for the "regressive forces" depending on your degree of importance on Earth, your frequency, your activities, and your duties. One has the impression that booby traps are placed all along your path, and that despite being more aware of the matrix in general, you may struggle enormously regarding any sort of societally adaptive mechanism because of various reasons:

- your soul being incompatible with the average frequency of this reality

- electrosensitivity

- having developed a neurodevelopmental phenotype such as autism (onsets in infancy or toddler age), or even theoretical ones such as Byronism, or Allen-Rose syndrome aka complex dysphoria (onset in mid to late childhood or at puberty)

- not having had a stable past (trauma, hardship, etc)

- revealing the truth or knowing an excessive amount of info

For this, many of us become "social prisoners" stuck in the system, or under disability welfare, with few people to turn to or even trust. An underreported, infiltrated, compromised reality.

I have been one of such people. I desperately need services for HSPs. Europe has seen at least three "shelters for HSPs" come to life.

Furthermore, major socio-environmental and geological shifts are bound to happen at any point now. Hence the urgent need for shelters. And many of us can't mix in with the average population.

It would be a bad plan to have a Targeted Individual shelter due to the possibility of getting attacked, but we may still be able to invite any sort of Lightworkers, and HSPs, to be temporarily living with others of their kind. I call this an Open Restricted Safehouse - a shelter that only invites members identifying with a specific tribe, belief, goal, community or group but can also be open also to people they know and trust personally.

Of course, rules of conduct would have to be imposed, but ideally minimally, and there's one special rule I'd enforce: NO USAGE OF OUIJA BOARDS OR DARK MAGIC UPON OTHER TENANTS. That's my only inflexible rule. Because I've heard of and seen the horrors of this paraphernalia, and I do NOT want all those precious Starseeds to be targeted even more inside what's supposed to be a Safehouse. I never felt truly safe inside group homes.

My ideal first location is somewhere in Quebec, Canada. Then I want to expand to the US and maybe even the UK.

They have homes for autistics and mentally challenged people, mentally "ill" people, why not us?

You can help me fund the creation of a shelter via my donation button on my blog. It would truly help

What kind of shelter would you want?

Renditions of my Higher Self in Krita and Artbreeder

Gender - F

Height - 5'8 (embodied)

Age - Ancient

Likes: Strange types of music, animation, arts, science and biology, genetics, psychology, sociology and more

Dislikes: Political stupidity, social isolation, narrow-mindedness, pop and rap music, cabalism, judgment, hatred, having her personal space broken, mindless violence

"Can I become a contactee?"

Can I become a contactee?

It's not a job for everyone at the moment. Starting and maintaining a communicative relationship with an off-world entity both has tremendous risks and mutual benefits. Some people, particularly neurodivergent consciousnesses and brains, may have a greater ability to be influenced by extraterrestrial beings.

From experience and testimony, channeling, and ideas exchanged between Terrans and aliens, can become extremely complex and multifaceted. You should never go unprepared, and I am here to coach you on how to safely and ethically initiate communication with extraterrestrial minds anytime.

Note that some ET and human deaths have been reported to be associated with extraterrestrial contact mostly due to extreme stress or DEW attacks. Therefore by engaging in a communication zone, you are entering a very wild open field that is not as strictly regulated as you would like. In the future, Communities for Human-Extraterrestrial Communications, a Starseed-based project would like to enter in a position of contact request management between humans and ETs that favors the rights of both parties and serves wishes to reunite safely. However, physical and online communications are very strictly controlled.

First, there is the Earth level: the human contactee, regulation projects, agencies, CIA and such.

There is the astral Wild Vulnerable Field, which is where all the parasites, archons and any sort of being can pass and use this level of dimensionality to interact. It is not entirely regulated.

Then, the Higher Vibrational Field level which lower astral beings tend to stay away from and many "good entities" live. This is perhaps the most secure layer.

Then, the Galactic Federation level, where things become extremely complex legal- and operation-wise, and with many secretive projects, cooperating with even the cabal, who mostly are members of the Federation.

As a contactee I feel that I have a duty to create a gateway which will automatically rely upon the highest levels directly and will create a safeguard around the wild vulnerable field. However, because all these levels are interconnected, I cannot neglect any of them; they all have to be balanced.

If you find yourself unable to find contacts, there are reasons:

- You could be lacking a soul agreement for contact

- You have limiting ideas

- You are being averted and protected from bad entities

- You took an extremely harmful medically recommended "preventive" when SARS-Cov hit, and your soul connection was diminished, losing expanded levels of the astral.

- It's not time yet

- You have to find the right spot

We suggest not to interact with "interlopers".

And also, if a random person appears in your life and claims to be this special Lightworker you've been waiting for, be extremely careful. I got "scammed" twice. I call it the "Godsent Person Fraud". It can be as bad as a romantic scam.