The evil spirits keep ruining my plans. Almost every time. I've had enough. I don't want to keep begging my friends to see them when they always go silent then cancel on the day it's meant to happen. Be it weather, instability, unpredictability, or being "busy".
Is your life seriously this unpredictable? Then why invite me over?
It's starting to become predictable to me. I'm starting to become even more blackpilled with all this.
I feel like I have to do almost everything myself.
And to see other people constantly break my very basic, primordial expectations and plans, that breaks my spirit.
Alright -- one more cancellation and I'm terminally done with sleepovers with key friends. For an indeterminate time. Factors are very compromised atm.
These "friends" are sometimes LIGHTWORKERS, which is when they get whacked the most by DF, and even my mom, who has nothing to do with my Lightworker activities.
They'll have to do their own effort to control their life better if they actually want to see me in person. THEN we can see each other more.
People, be nice to me, please.
Come on. WHY CAN'T WE HAVE NICE THINGS?
I feel like I'm such a key being in Earth's future that my astral enemies are even impacting my basic ability and potential to see other friends and go out to meet people who are close or important to me, including my own mother -- even if we aren't going to do anything important or significant to Earth's fate.
There's also the odd common phenomenon where every voice chat I ever go into derails exponentially into darker and darker themes, so I can avoid them.
All I know is, every targeting program is personalized.
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