I feel a sense of being left behind by the people I love.
The good old "unavailable/missing parental figure or friend" complex.
A few persons have either let me down; ghosted me, forgotten about me or given up on me constantly, including my mother. My father left too years ago and is now off-radar. And those who care about me are gold, but sometimes they're part of the government system and suck and are controlling.
It's as if their lives are that busy and unpredictable that they almost put me last.
Even one close friend of mine seems to nearly ghost me now.
I am told I am very important and remarkable, yet they do not very commonly act like such towards me.
I guess my life won't be the same for now. My links with the in-person social community or friend circle are fragile.
If you want to be my friend, please be consistent, caring and determined.
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