You Most Probably Did NOT Agree to Extreme Suffering - New Age Lies to You.

 A social contract is qualifiable as null and void if there is anything less than a full two party consent.

You are giving your power away to a fictional entity that claims to have control over you.

No fictional entity can impose any authority on any being unless there is a full two party consent.

If there are unspoken clauses, fine print, or contracts in an exchange without one of the party's awareness, it is fraud.

They are a corporation pretending to be your parliament, as Constitutional Conventions says.

If they want to rebuke our independence and sovereignty then they should provide evidence that we are not a living entity.

If they provide evidence through your birth certificate as you belonging to them, they expose themselves, and that they should prove you accepted to the terms and conditions of their contract when no outliner has been shown or presented.

Therefore anyone saying that you have accepted wilfully and consciously to have an experience of extreme suffering on Earth may want to double check their claims or belief.

It is a lie which the dark forces say to make you think you deserve all sorts of torture to entrap you into agreeing by spiritual bypassing.

It doesn't matter if you accepted or not anymore, start saying I do not consent, today! Begin to say no more often.

Yes, you may have accepted to incarnate, at least for most of you, but how much suffering were you prepared to endure or were you informed that you would endure? Were you deceived by space authorities or federations about what would happen?

It is this simple.

Consent is consent.

Non-consent is non-consent.

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This logic can be applied to any hurdles I get with the Galactic Federation. I do not agree to needing to have their permission to do anything for my own sake regarding extraterrestrial communication. Therefore, in their sight I am somewhat of a rebellious entity. If there are unspoken clauses to a person agreeing to partner with them, or lack of substantial information spoken directly to them before agreeing, then they are frauds.

Logos for the Pharolian Crew

Vector images taken from various clipart websites.

The Portal: DREAMLAND v1.0 operational

The Portal: DREAMLAND v1.0 operational: DREAMLAND v1.0 operational

I have a feeling this is very crucial.

Can I Even Have a Conversation Anymore?

The art of conversation is simple on this world: it often seems to serve as an invitation to attack, criticize or shut down the one starting it.

Free speech seemingly doesn't exist in a society.

I also often get talked over.

If average humans have trouble with mastering conversational arts, that tells me a lot about Earth.

Social Workers vs Social "Wokers" (rant)

A social worker is a person who is qualified to intervene in familial situations and help vulnerable persons on behalf of an organization such as CPS or other social services. They are mandated to serve as a bridge of support in such situations. 

Sadly, some social workers are seemingly darkworkers and will do everything so that the benefits come to them, such as with financial gain, rather than genuinely serving the family or person out of their own heart and with honesty. 

Those branches of social workers are what I call "social wokers". As in "woke". They tend to have narcissistic or "dark triad" traits, and take advantage of vulnerabilities in their clients, to create an atmosphere of control. They frequently work with other social workers and their bosses to further poison families or brainwash their clients, especially parents.

In my case, the social worker from the DPJ in Quebec who was assigned my file when I was 15-ish, always sided with my mother because my mother displayed symptoms of a person who liked getting attention from doctors and social workers. So I was always the lone scapegoat being left at the mercy of the adults dictating my adolescent lifestyle. I did tactics to try manipulating the social workers' perceptions of me, but by and large, failed in many situations.

They caught on quickly and my former psychiatrist wanted to label me as having borderline and narcissistic traits simply because of my own highly burdensome attitudes and behaviors that I had to learn to scoop out once I found Lightworkers online whose materials trained my self-empowerment ability.

I also give credit to the outdated and solid self-victimized perceptions of the adults around me back then for destroying and pillaging my good time. Not that I was not self-victimizing too. I was held under serious mind programming and the control of an egregorial implant connection as well. My family also pretty much wanted me dead, or gone back then.

Much later, I realized I effectively should not have been a burden on anyone, especially my family. That I have created this mess for almost nothing (I was mentally unstable and stressed out), and that I should just have kept friendly, low maintenance and quiet, waiting for the right moment to get away from home the moment I graduate high school. I still have not graduated at 21, but I'm close by 2 years.

That's the power the darkforces had over us back then. If I die, they would try to hold my family into more bondage.

"It’s just that I was very affected and hurt by what that woman did behind my back, you know? I don’t want to see her. I’m even afraid of what she could do next. I’m scared she could destroy our family and kidnap me"

Those are the thoughts that appear in someone under the hostage of a social "woker".

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I believe I had seemingly got a ping from my guides recently; they said I will be able to "leave Earth with them", but not permanently yet.

I hope my "real" parents are not like them. I mean, I have many pairs of real parents across many lifetimes but Pharoliynin and "Magdel" are the ones I relate to the most and the closest with.

Unbound

Attempts at speaking to my guides seem to be increasingly successful.

I wouldn't want them to think I'm overly clingy but sometimes I feel that way. I sense some are busy.

The highest active communication appears to happen during REM sleep (dreaming) and in hypnagogic and hypnopompic phase. 

There is a heater in my room, that occasionally will emit a "ping" similar to a Discord notification sound effect. When I asked telepathically if it's them, I got a negative.

So, instead, the IRL account I opened for my ET family despite being largely untouched except by myself, is a receiver of messages I DM to it as a cathartic therapy and so they can read it. I happen to chat directly with it in dreams, mostly to Wezrik. He has been the receiver of many of my cries.

This not only hints at their willingness but also confirms my duties.

Thank you to my first donator!!!

How Rejection and Abandonment Feel to Me

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I see myself as a relationally loyal friend. Not in terms of "not cheating" (I'm poly) but I feel sometimes that my efforts to keep a communication or a stale back and forth between a friend and I fall flat at times because their lives are unpredictable. My own flakiness with certain people was thrown back to me. Maybe I can be a bit too anxious about what's going on with them, or I have a project with them that I absolutely do not wish to leave aside. But for others, I fear their presence as they are somehow too blunt and rip apart my beliefs too fast.

Imagine you make friends with someone who has the cure for cancer. However one day, you make one tiny slip-up that sends them dumping you instantly. You will never get the chance to get your efforts recognized against cancer ever again. You'll never be able to talk to this person again. Let that sink in. How does that sound?

People have communicated to me that I have somehow breached an even minor boundary by outright permanently excluding me from their space - and they do have that right, but the way they communicated that anger still was too abrupt and inefficient. I'm a super sensitive person when it comes to that stuff, it's hard for me to remain cold-blooded except if they're someone I do not feel attached to or corded with. I'm not perfect. I make mistakes. Think about it, it feels like getting permanently expelled from school for chewing gum in class. Then I go into a spiral of resentment against the person for ignoring my sensitivities as they may not know in advance which is hard to contain since I am aware of energy cords and hexes and absolutely do not want to send them these, and shame and guilt for what-have-I-done-wrong. I make efforts to be my best version! The more stressed and traumatized people get, the more distrusting they become, and the angrier and more firm their boundaries turn. In general, I find people with CPTSD to be very angry and "broken" individuals. I even could have traits myself of CPTSD. I think their anger is valid but they don't necessarily have all the tools to express themselves with tact because they think being nice always turns them into a doormat.

In short, it feels like getting fired.

I'm not saying there's anything wrong with being pissed off at someone, but I find it sad that humans and Starseeds tend to become less and less openly trusting of people in this era.

It is not always fair to cut off someone as a "punishment" or "revenge" for being badly behaved. You must close doors for your own sake and well-being first, and not for deliberately causing detriment in people.

And I'm not saying you should always give second chances. I'm talking about communication.

And no, I am not calling anyone "emotionally stupid".

I don't know. Should I just take the punches and move on every single time? I'm exhausted. How will things differ off-world, or with my space family? What is their idea of a relationship?