I'm Tired.

I feel as though decisive redirection in the balance of the world makes nothing worse than forgetting about your own spoons. When people speak of "footprint" is only considered on ecological standpoint and context, and the cross-sectional discriminative judgment, socio-ecological and socio-economical situations, the gestalt following with soiled boots the American presidential inauguration, are all converging into one mess. The very footprint we leave, spiritually, will have an effect on tomorrow. It is important to protect your rights.

Perseverance is more than just reciprocating the behavioristic and Machiavellian techniques of the cabal back onto them, more than evaluating and progressing forward resiliently with your personal life.

Creation and manifestation are more than just a gateway taken by shrooms, elaborate astral "dreamland" summoned into a downgraded reality, or winning your life. It's not just about egregorial forces either.

Motivation is broader than ritualistic planetary liberation or trying to develop elaborate insights on how other people think and behave and decorticating yourself. While the two may seem unrelated, as in saving the world and understanding psychology, both are somewhat are related in some angle. But that does not mean we should only be left unreasonably with crumbles of what is important. It's not just waste that needs to be disposed of back to source.

Wanting to scream for victory of the Goddess, doesn't mean that you have to list every singular point to those who remain wilfully ignorant. In our own space and time, plants do not need to get cut.

Come back to me when you will feel as though you have reflected on these points to form a comprehensive and cohesive opinion. I don't want to end up reading the riot act.

Griffon and Lester - comprehensive profile

Griffon and Lester are two benevolent beings that have reassured, guided and spoken to me telepathically and energetically since I was around 16-17 years old.

Griffon

Griffon is a very ancient being. He appears either as a black-furred therianomorph with slight draconic features (resembles nothing else) - or as a Caucasian, dark-haired human wearing glasses who seems slightly taller than me.

Griffon comes from somewhere east of the Cepheus or Orion constellations, which means either Lyra or Boötes since he pointed to a star in a dream. He's also told me he's been around the star Algieba (Gamma Leonis).

My partner thinks in mysterious ways. He's shown a trolly side, and a more gentle side.

I consider him very important since he is at the frontline of my communications with my ET family.

Lester

Lester appears to me as a brown fat werewolf. He is one of the gentlest beings I have ever met.

Lightworker burn-out

Lightworkers can burn out when overexerting their work. This is no rocket science.

I get it that our hearts tend to gravitate naturally towards doing whatever it takes to awaken people, to heal the collective and ourselves.

But know this: doing too much can really run you down and make Lightwork less efficient.

It is okay to take a break, or resign. There is no shame in that. People quit their jobs all the time.

(this post is inspired by some things I've recently observed on Blogspot)

A reminder on exfilcom

As per "situational compatibility", remember that you still have to start at least somewhat rescuing yourself from undesirable frequencies and mindsets, mind programs, etc. you have to work on your level of integrity, work on personal traumas, and at least some of your personal situation before even considering being extracted. ETs don't want an aimlessly violent exfil on their ship or someone who is afraid of ETs.

But that doesn't mean you aren't good enough to be extracted. It just means that you must at least do 50% of the work. (or at least a reasonable amount). Generally. Sorry but, ETs won't privately or publicly greet you in person until Earth's situation is compatible and you are ready.

You have to consider short term goals or improvements that will benefit you in the long run, especially the day you get picked up.

While it is okay to be mad, your spades of frustration is preventing you from establishing a clear connection with them. Trust me, I got ire so many times. I feel you. I feel everything the contact-contracted starseeds live. I play double nexus role for them and my ET group. So I'm a "processor-conduit".

I see now that some people who request exfil were simply forcefully incarnated and soul-r*ped, and don't have soul contracts. I will see with my group whether forced incarnation can substitute for this criterion as a form of compensation for what happened to such persons.

If you want to increment your odds of exiting stage right, consider these factors. Well, you MUST have a soul agreement, at least, and be a starseed (general rule). That doesn't change.

But also, your soul agreement will steer you upon a rather difficult path at first, although things generally start improving will the removal of the Primary anomaly.

I am very sorry for all those who were tricked or forced into incarnating.

And further evidence that exfilcom exists:

I am observing spiritual energies doing their effects on the general COBRA fandom. Those who know, know. Although in my opinion, I think many of his readers seem to not have enough information, be super confused, make irrational judgments, or take everything in a sort of immature way.

What the heck is up with "Taygetan Contact"?

Okay, this has been on my mind for a bit. There are two persons on YouTube who run a channel since at least eight or so years, called Cosmic Agency. CA is a contactee channel, since the story goes that Gosia, and Robert, the two contactees, got into contact via online chat software with Taygetans humanoids in a ship named the Toleka. The contact is still going on to this day. The Taygetans in question have had a few other contactees, but they now reserve their communication with Gosia and Robert, for reasons I will mention now.

CA has been the brunt of numerous allegations: mostly of being a fraud, or that the "Taygetans", especially the Swaruus, are "AI". They also have been continually attacked by several trolls for a long time.

The most infamous allegations happened with two former participants of CA, respectively Estella and Cristina, who also had their own channel. One day, they decided to attack the entire basis of Taygetan contact, and they even reported it to the police, much to Gosia's amusement (and potentially worry).

So, Gosia made a response video to explain the entire situation that has been happening between her contacts and Estella and Cristina.

In one of her books, Elena Danaan, a prominent abductee and contactee, has tried to "defame" Taygetan contact as being an AI pretending to be Taygetan people. Remember, Galactic AI is sentient. It can draw from the Akashic consciousness.

Then why is it that one of the Swaruus, Mari, has created her own YT channel, and makes elaborate videos with software, to the point it looks too real to be fake? Especially with sudden news about Taygetans dying? And some questionable information, such as that "gay ETs don't exist"?

Honestly, I looked at the PDF Cristina and Estella created. While the evidence seems a little lackluster, there are simply too many questionable details.

And trust me, I've watched so many CA videos.

I don't know what to make of it. I guess once I get admitted to go to space in temporary exfil or go on missions, I will check for myself whether there are really those Sadicleya and Toleka ships that CA talks about.

I don't know whether I will make a full report of which contactee lores are correct and which are false and whether I will even be authorized or want to release it publicly. There is already a book about this, but I would like to set the record straight. It doesn't matter if that's not enough evidence for viewers. I will have made my point.

As far as I know, Bashar was exposed by Marina Seren as having done some kind of contract with her or something, potentially SSP-related. I know, I know, she's been accused of being a nazi supporter but I don't want to indulge in this contactee/UAP war.

My Perspective on Lucifer (and a shocking revelation)

TW: This post talks about unpopular opinions on Lucifer. If mentions of him trigger you, do not read this article.

All my life I have been targeted by the Dark Forces. However, it is worth nothing a few things. First of all, "Satan" is a title. It is not just one being. The antichrist is not ONE being either. Yes, I am aware of satanic practices and the cab*l etc. 

They happen so often that if I counted just how many instances a ritual occured, I'd be a millionaire. 

The truth is, it takes just one look at any spiritual Discord server to see that many practice dark arts. I do not condone participating in dark arts, however, their nuances of mysticism can be so broad from person to person that while many do not know exactly what they are messing with, some do, and diligently.

By dark arts, that goes for anything controlling another's free will, mind control, attacking them or draining their energy.

There is also a trend of people identifying as "vampyres" or "vampires",whichever is the correct spelling. If you are of an angelic origin, or something similar, it is rather easy to adopt a hostile perspective towards anything demonic or vampiric. Perhaps you have battled them before in the astral world. I think the whole gestalt of vampyrism, dark arts and doing rituals is way too romanticized - actually, it's glorified. These practices allow for the user or performer to access interdimensional interlopers to do bidding for them. This is the "dark path" to spirituality. And remember, vampire =/= demon. Daemon, means muse, genius or tutelary deity. And what was Lucifer before his falling? An archangel.

Moreover, people always look for someone to scapegoat or forgive their ever-misdeed-doing as a free permission to keep doing what their religion warns against doing. This is typical religious hypocrisy and honestly, keeps feeding the Primary Anomaly. But contradictorily, these forces are extremely real, and should be dealt with appropriately by the divine realm.

Here's the catch: Lucifer lost his former title of devil. I've got proof now but I don't have to explain myself. Also the original Satan consciousness was dissolved some time ago and so was the "queen" controlling the Grey hivemind.. courtesy of intel from a few people.

And here's the shocking revelation.

Because few know this but there is actually a being much, much worse than Satan himself. Perhaps as bad, or worse, than the Lurker. He was of ancient lineage and I don't yet have permission to mention his name here. He is so evil that he supposedly caused the Atlantean collapse, he was the one who separated the dimensions via a veil by tricking everyone to sign a contract. And I know of one person who has past life memories that recognized him.

And we have some proof about that as well.

My Presence on Social Media

I am very internet-connected. However, I refuse to be part of the Internet of Things or implant myself with Neuralink, just like how I refuse inflexibly to get inoculated for c*vid.

I am available everyday, but I don't always have the motivation or want to post updates here, and I do not need explain why.

However, keep in mind that when I start physically incorporating my mission, I may be extremely busy with ETs and human volunteers and beneficiaries, so my presence on the internet will drastically reduce itself.

I don't actually like using the internet that much anyway, since it is so addicting and toxic.

FAQ (in progress)

- Generic questions -

I want to meet ETs. What should I do?

I ask myself the same questions. You have to do 50% of the work and uplift your frequency to at least a minimal level to meet at their level. People who are starseeds, are more likely to be visited or contacted in some shape or form more personally. (I can think of one exception to this principle)

CE5 rarely makes them land. That is a thing. In many years, I have only been actually physically contacted once. They hacked my phone during a CE5 attempt but by messing with chat settings instead of texting. 

So, it is evident that most people fail at trying to get them to come super close to them, for many years. Do not get overly hyped about contact, as it happens at the appropriate timing. You absolutely have to create a protection decree when you do CE5.

Will medbeds ever be publicly available?

I know that using ET technology on Earth can have severe consequences if misused. However I do not receive direct information or intel on this. I do not speak for the Galactic Federation and it isn't my role. I can only speak on behalf of smaller family groups affiliated with me.

How do I leave Earth without resorting to unaliving myself? (such as ET extraction)

That is precisely what I am trying to gather as for information on possible routes or options. Voluntary off-planet extraction is not abduction. To get a sort of special extraction, whether temporary or permanent, I already channeled this information:

You must have a compatible level of ethics/integrity, a compatible life contract, good conduct, and at least a "5D" consciousness frequency on average, or higher. You must also be over 18 concerning the program I am helping create.

For permanent extractions, you must have very few to no responsibilities or duties in the community or with other people (your disappearance would not make people too worried). That means no friends, no one, few to no family to worry about you. Also, apparently you must be a starseed. Children are extracted via different programs.

I want to lobby for temporary extractions.

I am helping to accelerate benevolent contact by my presence and spiritual work. I am very well aware that many people do not fit the criteria for extraction or private contact. Those who get contacted privately physically on a long term basis, or get a special extraction, are a very small minority of individuals. Like, one in several million (as a figurative number). Some people have special clearance due to access to governmental agencies, and their own contracts, and can get beamed up anytime to fulfill certain duties.

I do not have currently any access consciously to classified governmental information other than one secret program heard from a participant. I am a high school dropout, and it wouldn't make sense if I did.

Some people may expect that they will get healed or change bodies with tech once extracted. I have no information on this at this current time.

When will special extractions occur?

I have no solid information on this at this time. I am trying my darndest to make it happen faster with what I can get, in divine timing, so know that you are all always in my thoughts. It will happen when it happen. I am sorry I cannot pin down a timeframe.

Right now there are still elevated risks of harm from rogue beings concerning extraction.

Most of the time ETs wait until a starseed dies to pick them up. That is precisely what I want to change in divine timing. In my perspective it makes zero ethical sense to wait until a young starseed who knows they have a contact or ET-related mission, ages all the way to 70 years in agony and suffering all on their own, until they can be contacted, in current "end times" and exopolitical context. This is complicit in their suffering, can drive them to insanity, and if they have a right to be contacted or extracted, they should. While taking action is necessary, it is also important to remember that there must be a tricky balance between action and inaction. You also have all the evidence online that first contact is coming.

Sorry if I sound too eager or optimistic, but this is the truth.

Are there secret groups or individuals you know about?

I cannot disclose such information at this time.

Are there secret programs you know of that almost no one knows about?

One. But I absolutely cannot reveal its name or any details about it, without the permission of a certain individual. It is even more confidential than Immaculate Constellation. All I can say is that I've witnessed a very strange interaction between two of its proxies.

Is God incarnated on Earth right now?

If anyone says no, then I think they just do not know or are not informed sufficiently.

It depends what you mean by "God". I've seen/heard a few. God does have incarnated aspects. There are currently two on Earth that I know about. One is an anonymous man who claims to be the first mind, the very first spawned consciousness to ever exist, and the other is a black woman (the female aspect has been revealed by Dante Santori in a photo). However, are they "God"? I do not know and I prefer not to dwell on that. Both aspects do not know each other directly as far as I know (and because of previous experience, it's better that they do not!). I have spoken directly to the masculine aspect.

- Personal questions -

Do you have a channeling implant?

Yes, one big etheric implant, in my upper back, from birth. Two psychics saw it. It's mostly deactivated now so I channel telepathically instead of relying on this technology, which had been hijacked. This implant was used to derail my thoughts and behavior.

Can you travel to do spiritual work? Can you come to events / see me / etc?

I have FND (functional neurological disorder) - which makes me need to use a motorized wheelchair outdoors, so I will only be able to do this once I have enough funding and purchase a motorized wheelchair. 

Know that I am an ambulatory wheelchair user (see Zara Beth's YT channel for more info on ambulatory wheelchair or scooter users) so it should not be too arduous for me to pick up or carry a wheelchair and I can push it from behind if needed in situations where the battery runs out of charge. However, I have serious functional limitations on walking in the streets or outdoors beyond my home without an aid. Even a walker fails me beyond 1.5 km. I do not want to drain my spoons, crash, and have flare ups, so I barely use my walker anymore. Traveling should become easier once I have things set up. I've had FND for 2+ years and I am treatment-resistant.

If a severe emergency happens and I absolutely need to travel far away, I would need a motorized wheelchair, which I do not currently have with me.

An Important Reminder about "Contracts", "Missions" and "Lightwork"

While it can feel rewarding and satisfactory even, to be "chosen" to serve a certain program, and I'm talking about the more positive ones, such as the Envoy program or the special extraction programs, I do this with mine because I simply want to and feel that this activity is rewarding for both personal and altruistic reasons.

However, no one is under any obligation to follow a program. Being "chosen" is just an interpretative idea, that you are somehow special. It appeases the ego.

No Lightworker is special, otherwise it fosters a spiritual superiority complex. You were just somehow selected, and there is nothing "special" about this. That's as factual as I can get. Please don't call the unawakened persons, "sheeple". They have a divine purpose and they are working painfully and hard to live through a system that's crumbling apart as they are self-confused. The reason I call my point of influence the "special extraction" program is because it is an uncertain future series of pickups that may or may not happen and I am used as a tool  (positively) to accelerate its potential into 4D with my work and energies.

You are simply being yourself. You do not have to require always some sort of intervention contract, nor should your decisions always be influenced by "higher-ups". This is the reason some people consciously erase or modify their life contracts.

It is okay to falter, to fail, to push the reset button, go back to square one, if you feel like your mission or life has gotten to be too much to process and manage.

It is okay to retire, give up, or to change your mind. In my case, I can't because I took a vow - although I came close to quitting once or twice during breakdowns.

Don't React to Fearmongering

The mainstream news media outlets are crafted in a specific way with neurolinguistic programming and flashy sensationalism so that it triggers one response in you: reactivity. This reactivity can take generally the form of fear, which may turn into anger; or, alternatively, hopium. Adrenaline and cortisol flow through your veins as you watch the horrors happening in Israel.

The industry of entertainment has also created countless series and shows which all program you to develop a conditioned reaction and responses to various things that we may observe in real life, or that seem yet near-impossible in our 4D physical reality of things. All of those sitcoms, "whodunnit" shows, and also let's not even mention the horror film industry, all craft a negative shared reality experience for all of its viewers. "It can't happen where I live!" you tell yourself. 

Well, wait until you start seeing manifestations of the very things you watch, such as car accidents, poltergeists or murders. Attention creates. It does not matter much where you are, as long as you are in a vulnerable zone where you can accelerate the manifestation of bad events and what you consider to be abominations, you will inevitably be a co-portal for such tragedies.

Humans were not originally designed to consume such rapacious amounts of saturated (mis)information, in such rapid transitions, loud and explosive sensory engineering, and shortened formats. Our attention spans have shortened as a result, and even mine has.

Thankfully, the Grey Hive has been dismantled, and the Satan archetype deleted in the last few years. So effectively while it easier to break the programming, you still have to select what you watch wisely - and reduce your doomscrolling to a minimum - because otherwise you are feeding a more negative timeline. Those who think we will inevitably all die anyway regardless of what we watch, have chosen their path.

(I heard all timelines have been secured so this information may more or less make sense in actuality)