Friday, January 26, 2024

Update 1-26-2024 - Projections

I came close to death. I was half-awake and napping, having dreams, and then I fully astral projected my left leg, so I decided to try sliding out of my physical body astrally, almost worked, I could see myself gently nudging a bit out, but did not fully succeed. 

I think I needed this experience to attenuate my fear of death.

I felt so happy when that happened

I was genuinely smiling

Because I astral projected my leg, but also I was so close to freedom

I'm gonna try until I succeed, I now know what state of mind I have to be in. I had very strong vibrations and low pitch buzzing. If I succeed one day, there's a chance I will not come back. But I have to be at the right place to do this. Then I will continue my mission from above.

God is good.

Saturday, January 20, 2024

What New Age consists of:

 - The belief in a Galactic Federation "savior"

- White Hats versus Dark Hats

- Passivity reinforcement ("love and light, sit back and enjoy the show, the white hats and ascended masters do everything for you")

- Spiritual bypassing

- Publicizing campaigns for an eventual "event" or series of "events" which will catapult humankind into a New Earth (this is unconfirmed)

- Promulgation of n*zi-like beliefs such as that of a Nordic blond superior ET  race

- "Reptile panic"

- Channeling misinformation and spreading three-letter agency narratives

- Rapture and return of Christ




Thursday, January 18, 2024

Demitrans Mode

I'm kind of in a state where I want to do a "demitrans" transition. I've already felt nonbinary since a couple years, but now I feel ready to take a step further. My wig is supposed to arrive today at earliest. I'm also going to shave my facial hair entirely but no laser treatments for now.

Hormonal therapy and surgery are not really aspects I want on myself, and it's not like I must do that to be trans. 

I've also already came out under my shortened unisex name to the entire house and they respect that.

But now I want to dress a bit more femininely. Get closer to the woman in me (totally not a Britney Spears book reference)

I think I want my pronouns to remain the same for now. I don't mind people calling me a dude, but at the same time I present in my own way.

I understand that transitions are impactful, life-changing and not an easy decision, but I feel called. I don't want to end up regretting it tho.

Not into dresses, all-pink clothing or overly feminine fashion.

That's all.

Wednesday, January 17, 2024

Protocolo para un contacto extraterrestre seguro físicamente (Español)



No jamas necesitan de viajer a 300 kilometros de casa solo para ver naves spaciales. No hagas como lo que he hecho yo.

Podrian escribir un documento de declaracion (decreto), pues, en eso camino doy una recomendacion fortamente, de enunciar en voz alta la intencion de contacto con los seres. Escriben en papel o digitalmente reglas basicas de seguridad: no hacer ningun mal, venemos en paz, etc.

Busca para un lugar a proximidad ya al exterior de la ciudad, al noche o tarde, con un cielo con poco nubes. Después de eso, salen de vuestro coche (o bicicleta o autobus y caminan alli) y empiecen a leir con voz baja el decreto.

Decretos hacen la reduccion del riesgo de mal, manipulacion psicologica, en el proceso del contacto con seres extraterrestres porque dibujen limites claras.

Esperan hasta la aparicion de naves estelares.

Yo estaba esperando con una amiga ya habemos visto unos después de 5-10 minutos.

Satélites y naves pueden parecer como puntos de luz blanca, entonces los satélites volan en lineas directas, y no desaparecen. Naves mueven con irregularidad y desaparecen después.

Si quieran que extraterrestres aparecen, hacen cierto que usted o alguien que conocen tiene territorio privado. Preguntenle a alguien que quiere acompañarse. Para aterrizajes, Los extraterrestres pueden venir a una altitud baja, o aterrizarse directamente en suelo.

Preguntenlos a los extraterrestres con quien trabajan, sus origines, y especialmente sus identidades y nombres, porque ayuda a validar su autenticidad, y potencialmente ayudar a la corroboracion con otras personas contactadas.

Es mejor idea de simplemente hablar con ellos, los extraterrestres, por algun duracion de tiempo, para saber mas.

Los seres pueden tambien proyectar hologramos de ellos mismos o teletransportarse en suelo.

NO VENGAN AL INTERIOR DEL NAVE ESPACIAL en primera instancia del contacto a menos que quieren la extracción permanente. Idealmente es realista de dar su informacion de contacto.

Saturday, January 13, 2024

Wednesday, January 10, 2024

Integration phenotypes

 



Reiteration of my mission

I, Tay, serve as a sort of supporting piece or backbone for the newer "wave" of small group first contact, as New Age as the term "wave" is. If I stop my life missions, that means I am no longer able to energetically sustain, support or accelerate the positive timeline or hold space for co-creating for the entire group of newer CE5 contactees who have specific types of contracts or missions involving first contact. Contact predecessors or "known contactees" we saw yesterday and see today are NOT part of this eventual group as they already have their own sustaining pieces. There are several waves of first contact. 

First was 1930s-1960s. 

Then 1970s-1990s. 

Then afterwards, the revival of interest in the interest in contact in the 2010s which came in two phases, as one was circa 2020 when so many other people started activating and it became unquestionable that off-Earth life is legitimate. And in the foreseeable now-future, there are other stages that may happen or arrive, and I am, energetically, sort of a convergence portal, checkpoint between the "Classic Contactee Scene" and the "New Contactee Scene". 

Channeling can happen to anyone, but CE5... that's the thing I partly help sustain energetically-wise. This was corroborated by psychics: I am a backbone for another stage of contact, just like Billy Meier helped "activate" one of the stages. Cosmically the game is changing, altering, and I embody certain things that these starseeds experience, notably the grief and all. And I will make sure that no one ruins the project or infiltrates with dubious intent. I don't get to choose who is contacted. But I can act as a guide for CE5 enthusiasts like me. I am no perfect channeler, but I have been prepared for years to become a person who is ready and able to handle this sort of CE5 mission. 

I do not know everything, but learn and teach what I can.

Monday, January 1, 2024

Lightworkers and Body Change Procedure

 Hi, this is Tay again. Happy new year to everyone.

In recent times, I have came across a few starseeds who wish to have a sex change, who believe they will or can have a body change when they reunite with their star families, because let's be real, they do have body creation technology, and also, I count myself as one of those starseeds. I greatly sense that this body change is part of my life contract, agreements of experience. And there are a few points to consider with the body change procedure.

First of all, we are not "woke" simply because we are spiritually, or presenting as, transgender. I don't present as trans yet I am spiritually trans. This is the case for many souls on Earth because the higher self will have a preference for one gender over another, which creates dissonance between body and mind-soul complex. This is a common misconception and a generalization, a proijection that is caused by fear of people with complex dysphoria. Complex dysphoria is a theory I proposed for the reason why starseeds often feel like they are in the wrong body, species, and environment at once. It is more than regular dysphoria as in gender dysphoria. Such a profound level of a dysphoric state is not reversible unless you really change bodies and/or environments at once. So the first factor is definitely for feeling comfortable in your skin.

Second, it is arguable that I want to change bodies because I want to quickly regain my abilities, develop skills and abilities that my current body would not be able to grow fast enough or even handle, and my mission has to be done at a rate that would be nearly impossible for me to adjust to so quickly in my current form.

Thirdly, changing bodies, how will this be done? Will our consciousness and point of attention just be transfered to another avatar? Is the other body inside a pod? How benevolent and honest are the handlers of the technology? How do I know I am not going to be left with crippling genetic mutations after the operation? Also, you may not have the same exact organs, and maybe not the same reproductive organs so you will get to likely get a whole new set of chromosomes, but also interfaced with your morphogenetic field so the DNA and morphogenetic fields are as accurate or precise as possible with your true state of consciousness. And maybe this will hurt? I don't know. I suspect I will have to re-learn to talk, walk, even possibly lift my head up, breathe in this new body. You may also get possibly, sensory changes, new information from your brain being mapped differently. It may take time. And I will have to see if such a procedure can be done safely.


What will be the socio-psychological change seen with new bodies? Will this be a public situation, or a private thing? As an adult female, will I get unwanted attention from men? As in, creeped on, stared at, cat-called, harrassed, or even worse, groped? Maybe so. This is why you have to give yourself the time to prepare yourself and acquire the needed knowledge to have a body change. It will quite so change everything about your life. As a man, will you be treated differently? Probably.


How will you be protected from someone trying to shoot a bullet at you? Are you more shape shifter style?


But the advantage is that if I have a female body, I will already know partly how men think. So  I may use this to defend myself from predators.


Having a new body may not be all it's made up to be, but I am in a position where it is almost a requirement for my life agreements.


If someone has dreamed, and gotten signs and even confirmations, then that is more likely to happen. I know waiting is hard on the soul. But I am sure that people will get what they most need, and that God handles all of it.