My own responsibilities

My Autonomy and Will

My guides want me to have just enough will so I am functional for my missions, and I am often put in situations which foster my independence. I am not a completely controlled slave. I was already enslaved by OCD before, and I had to use meds to reverse it.

They just suppressed like 1 to 4% of my will. Because it's like pings so I get certain things done and I rely on my guides a lot.

They know the disastrous effects entities robbing my will had, temporarily, so they needed me to be as independent as possible to be functional and of use for my missions. They also know very well I have a component in my energy that refuses to be led by an authority very much and they don't want to touch that too much. They do not want to add more issues than I carry already.

I don't have my entire day ordered around or anything.

When it concerns providing intel and information however, and regarding the veracity of my wording, I am under scrutiny by beings, sometimes I am not sure by who, so I do tend to check several times. They can inhibit me.

They can also make me have chores or things on certain moments in time and space.

My Contracts

My contracts have been chosen before my birth. They have various missions which are co-signed by me and my husbands and real family. I vowed to execute them, once before my birth, and the other time when I was activated at 16. I cannot break or cancel the mission as it is crucial. If I die, I will come back as a step-down. And if I did cancel - I'd betray and fail humanity.

Stages

Stage 1 lasted from 2018 to August 11, 2023. It consisted of me learning to speak with my Real family, and relearning everything I thought I knew.

We are at this stage, in an interim between Stage 1 and 2.

Stage 2 will turn in fuller CE5 experiences and manifesting my projects.